Louise Bourgeois, whose twenty-foot spider was the show
piece at the opening of the Tate Modern, didn’t find fame until she was in her
eighties. At 73 in a few days’ time, there’s time for me yet!
Has luck would have it; I can’t rest on my laurels. Yes, I’ve
had a few successes along the way, yet nothing to get complacent about. I still
haven’t achieved the vision that haunts my mind’s eye. But I’m still working on
it. With my water colours of the female nude I feel that I am almost there and
if I can allow my sculptural figures the same freedom...who knows?
I write this with a glass of rum in my hand at the end of a
hard working day. Perhaps, as Charles Morris (1745-1838) recommended in his
poem The Toper’s Apology, I’ll fill
my glass again.
“Tis by the glow my
bumper gives
Life’s picture’s
mellow made;
The fading light then
brightly lives
And softly sinks the
shade;
Some happier tint
still rises there,
With every drop I
drain –
And that I think’s a
reason fair
To fill my glass
again.
My muse, too, when her
wings are dry
No frolic flight will
take;
But round a bowl she’ll
dip and fly
Like swallows round a
lake.
Then if the nymph will
have her share
Before she’ll bless
her swain –
Why that I think’s a
reason fair
To fill my glass
again.
It is not often that I’m in the picture, but here I am
contemplating the molds for the torso.